My emotions don't know what to do with you wanting to talk to me for so long. I guessed I'd mentally put you in among the "cool kids" of fandom, because you'd done the Hatoful LPing and then some of those other games I don't remember as well. And you had this big friendgroup. And I always feel like a background character in someone else's anime. :p
Since you seem to be on or close to my day schedule, I'm really hoping I can stop being so nocturnal soon so we can talk more.
At some point I'll have invite you to me Discord, after the two friends I have there have a chance to vet you. :p (Don't worry, they put up with me, you're fine. Mary may be amused that "of course your next friend was a furry too".) Though huh. A thought. Given your anxiety maybe I should warn you that my mum is sometimes on there? I mean, she helps me edit my fanfics. She's super chill. Just, in case that's an intimidating thought.
Also, I just had an odd thought. I have a tendency to want to help people get to know me by throwing previously-written things at them because in the moment I tend to panic and lock up. And I have recordings of me playing games with my friends, from our fumbling attempts to become minor Youtube names. So I want to link you a video in case you'd find it interesting and it might teach you a bit about me and how I do friendship. I mean I wouldn't say this is like, the perfect example but it's what I thought of just now and hoped would be good to share. I mean, it's more Yogscast fandom stuff and it's about 24min long so maybe you're not interested in this specific thing but-... Ah, ah. I'm going to interrupt myself before I end up with another 3 paragraphs of explanations and disclaimers. Here's a link, watch or not. I'm going to go anxiety for a bit. :p Doctor Lalnable has a visit from the police
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branchandroot
A bit scattered on this one
Date: 2017-09-23 06:06 pm (UTC)I guessed I'd mentally put you in among the "cool kids" of fandom, because you'd done the Hatoful LPing and then some of those other games I don't remember as well. And you had this big friendgroup. And I always feel like a background character in someone else's anime. :p
Since you seem to be on or close to my day schedule, I'm really hoping I can stop being so nocturnal soon so we can talk more.
At some point I'll have invite you to me Discord, after the two friends I have there have a chance to vet you. :p
(Don't worry, they put up with me, you're fine. Mary may be amused that "of course your next friend was a furry too".)
Though huh. A thought. Given your anxiety maybe I should warn you that my mum is sometimes on there?
I mean, she helps me edit my fanfics. She's super chill. Just, in case that's an intimidating thought.
Also, I just had an odd thought.
I have a tendency to want to help people get to know me by throwing previously-written things at them because in the moment I tend to panic and lock up.
And I have recordings of me playing games with my friends, from our fumbling attempts to become minor Youtube names.
So I want to link you a video in case you'd find it interesting and it might teach you a bit about me and how I do friendship.
I mean I wouldn't say this is like, the perfect example but it's what I thought of just now and hoped would be good to share.
I mean, it's more Yogscast fandom stuff and it's about 24min long so maybe you're not interested in this specific thing but-... Ah, ah. I'm going to interrupt myself before I end up with another 3 paragraphs of explanations and disclaimers.
Here's a link, watch or not. I'm going to go anxiety for a bit. :p
Doctor Lalnable has a visit from the police